*A SPECIAL NOTE: This first part is challenging. It was for me. It focuses on exploring the day.

It was so hard to re-live our plans for the day. How our day actually unfolded. How we got the news, and the aftermath. 

I put off writing about it for four months. Even though I knew it would help process everything. 

Everything was in pieces. Here and there. In my mind.

Writing it down, sequentially, really helped in reflecting on everything that happened. And how I was feeling.

There were a lot of tears. There were a flood of words.

Letting it all out was so healing for me.

I hope it brings you healing too.

All love, 

Gabriel